Chosen 1 (Explicit)

You broke that bond now when it come to you my feelings weak
你破坏了我们的关系 当涉及到你的时候 我的感情脆弱不堪
You let your selfish ways come in between our chemistry
你让你的自私让我们之间渐生隔阂
Why you play with my heart and not show love consistently
你为什么玩弄我的心 从未表露出一丝爱意
I put my life on the line you wouldn't take that risk for me
我已经孤注一掷 可你不愿为我赴汤蹈火
F**ked up my trust wish I could delete all our memories
辜负了我的信任 希望我可以删除我们所有的回忆
Keep poppin' these pills I hope it take away my misery
依赖着这些药片 我希望这能带走我的痛苦
I got a dead soul I been facing blunts of my enemies
我心如死灰 我一直面对着我的敌人
Emotions bottled up I don't know what's wrong and it's killing me
情绪压抑 我不知道到底是怎么了 让我饱受折磨
I cut so many off my heart cold as December be
我抛弃了许多 我的心如十二月一般冰冷
My mind keep racing I been overthinking I don't get no sleep
我的心狂跳不止 我一直胡思乱想 我无法安睡
You don't understand how hard it was I swear this s**t so deep
你无法理解这有多么艰难 我发誓 我发誓 这让我苦不堪言
I made it to the top and they all looked up in disbelief
我抵达巅峰 他们都难以置信地抬头仰望我
They hate that I'm doin' better they'd much rather get rid of me
他们嫉妒我做得更好 他们宁愿干掉我
I flex with no regrets 'cause they ain't show me no sympathy
我无怨无悔地尽情炫耀 因为他们从来有同情过我
I came a long way but I ain't as far as I'm finna be
我长途跋涉 可是我还没有实现我的人生目标
I promise I'ma die a legend I'ma make sure that you remember me
我保证我会像传奇人物一样死去 我确保你会铭记我
I used to daydream I pictured everything so vividly
我以前做着白日梦 我把一切描绘得如此生动
I had a feeling we'd be rich since the elementary
从上小学开始 我的直觉告诉我们会成为有钱人
My peoples gone got to witness everything they ain't get to see
我的朋友离开人世 我要亲眼见证他们没机会看到的一切
Long live Maxine I miss your love wish you was here with me
Maxine万岁 我想念你的爱 希望你与我同在
You was a part of me and since you left I'm incomplete
你曾是我生命里的一部分 自从你离开以后 我不再完整
My lifestyle used to be jump shots and sticking D
我以前的生活方式危机四伏
Life overwhelmed me I said f**k school and hit the streets
生活压垮了我 我对学校不屑一顾 在街头摸爬滚打
I devoted my life to that corner just so I can get a G
我把人生献给那个角落 我可以名声大噪
F**k a two-four n***a I ain't been home and it's been a week
废寝忘食 哥们 我已经一个星期没有回家
We used to break down eight-balls wishing we could get a key
我们以前分装那些好货 希望我们可以弄到一把钥匙
Was tryna duck that indictment the feds did a sweep
想要逃避起诉 警察全部搜查了一遍
I hope you grippin' on your gun when them drillers creep
当他们步步紧逼时我希望你紧紧握住你的枪
Lil' n***a grabbed his first glizzy went on a killing spree
小兄弟抓起他的第一把格洛克枪 大杀四方
Caught him at that red light snoozin' he thought this s**t was sweet
发现他在红灯的时候打盹 他以为这一切十分美好
If he come from that other side we make him rest in peace
如果他来自另一个阵营 我们让他上西天
I'm way too solid for the gimmicks f**k the industry
我为人正直 不适合这些噱头 该死的音乐产业