Stan (Live)

Dear slim I wrote you but you still ain't calling
亲爱的斯利姆 我写信给你 但你仍未答复
I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom
我把我的地址 姓名和电话都留在了信末
I sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got 'em
秋天里发了两封信 你肯定是没有收到
There probably was a problem at the post office or something
可能是邮局或是什么地方搞错了
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
有时我总是把地址写得很潦草
But anyways f**k it what's been up? man how's your daughter
但又能怎样呢 去他的 你的女儿好吗
My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm about to be a father
我的女朋友也怀孕了 我就要做爸爸了
If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her
如果是女孩 你猜我会叫她什么
I'ma name her bonnie
我会给她起名叫邦妮
I read about your uncle ronnie too I'm sorry
我也读到了你的罗尼叔叔的事儿 很难过
I had a friend kill himself over some b**ch who didn't want him
我有个朋友为了甩了他的母狗而轻生
I know you probably hear this everyday but I'm your biggest fan
我知道你也许每天都听到这个 可我是你的超级歌迷
I even got the underground sh*t that you did with skam
我甚至有你和斯肯一起做的地下音乐
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
我的房间里贴满了你的海报和照片
I like the sh*t you did with rawkus too that sh*t was fat
我也喜欢你和优科的歌 那很棒
Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back
反正 我很希望你能回我的信
Just to chat truly yours your biggest fan
只是为了聊天 我是你最忠诚的粉
This is stan
Stan敬上
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why
我的茶凉了 为什么
I got out of bed at all
我的心情总是不好
The morning rain clouds up my window
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗
Oh I can't see at all
什么也看不到
And even if I could it'll all be gray
看见的都是灰色
But your picture on my wall
但在墙上却有你的照片
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒我 还不算坏
It's not so bad
还不算坏
Dear slim you still ain't called or wrote
亲爱的斯利姆 你仍旧没有回信
I hope you have a chance
希望你能抓住机会
I ain't mad I just think it's f**ked up you don't answer fans
我还没疯 我只是认为你不屑于回信给歌迷
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
如果你不想在剧场外理我 你就可以不理
You didn't have to but you coulda signed an autograph for matthew
但至少应该为马修签个名
That's my little brother man he's only six years old
那是我的小弟弟 只有六岁
We waited in the blistering cold for you
我们在该死的寒风中等了
For four hours and you just said no
四个小时 可你只是说了个“不”
That's pretty shitty man you're like his f**king idol
那个小家伙可是把你当成了他的偶像
He wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I do
他要成为像你那样的人 他比我更喜欢你
I ain't that mad though I just don't like being lied to
我还没疯 只是不喜欢被欺骗
Remember when we met in denver you said if I'd write you
记得我们在丹佛的相遇吗 你说如果我写信 你会回信的
You would write back see I'm just like you in a way
看在我们有相同的境遇的份儿上
I never knew my father neither
我也不知道谁是我爸
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
他总是欺骗妈妈还打她
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
我能在你的歌里看到自己
So when I have a shitty day I drift away and put 'em on
所以在那些心情沮丧的日子里
Cause I don't really got sh*t else
就好听你的歌
So that sh*t helps when I'm depressed
只有你的歌能帮我
I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
我甚至在胸前纹上你的名字
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
有时我也会割开手腕看它能流多少血
It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me
同肾上腺素一般 那些痛楚向我袭来
See everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell it
我尊敬你 因为你说的一切都是事实
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
我女友开始嫉妒 因为我每天谈论的只有你
But she don't know you like I know you slim no one does
但她并不像我如此的了解你 没人能
She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up
她不会了解有着我们这样经历的人的
You gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
记得回信 你将会永远失去我这样的超级歌迷的
Sincerely yours stan p.s.
你真诚的 史丹利
We should be together too
我们也将会在一起的
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why
我的茶凉了 为什么
I got out of bed at all
我的心情总是不好
The morning rain clouds up my window
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗
And I can't see at all
什么也看不到
And even if I could it'll all be gray
看见的都是灰色
But your picture on my wall
但在墙上却有你的照片
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒我 还不算坏
It's not so bad
还不算坏
Dear mister "i'm too good to call or write my fans"
亲爱的从不回信的先生
This'll be the last package I ever send your a**
这将是我寄给你最后的邮件了
It's been six months and still no word I don't deserve it
六个月了 从没有回信——这不是我应得的
I know you got my last two letters
我知道你受到了最近的两封信
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
我在上面清清楚楚地写上了地址
So this is my cassette I'm sending you I hope you hear it
这回是我要寄给你的磁带 我希望你能听到
I'm in the car right now I'm doing 90 on the freeway
我在车上 在高速路上开90
Hey slim I drank a fifth of vodka you dare me to drive
嘿 我喝了5分之一加仑的伏特加 你说我还能开吗
You know the song by phil collins "in the air of the night"
你知道菲尔·科林斯那首关于救一个落水者的歌“夜色之中”吗
About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
但那家伙没有得救
But didn't then phil saw it all then at a show he found him
那情形就和现在一样
That's kinda how this is you coulda rescued me from drowning
你本可以阻止我溺水的
Now it's too late I'm on a 1000 downers now I'm drowsy
但现在一切都晚了 我吃了1000片镇定药
And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
眼睛睁不开了 我想要的只不过是个该死的回信
I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
我希望您能知道我把你的照片从墙上都撕了下来
I love you slim we coulda been together think about it
我爱你斯利姆 我们本应该在一起的 想想吧
You ruined it now I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
现在你把一切都毁了 我想你不会睡着的 一定会梦到这一切
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
当你梦到时 定会惊叫的
I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
我希望你会受到良心的谴责 没有我 你不能呼吸
See slim shut up b**ch I'm trying to talk
看看吧 斯利姆 ** 闭嘴！我正在说话
Hey slim that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk
嘿 斯利姆 那是我的女友在后备箱中尖叫
But I didn't slit her throat
但我不会割开她的喉咙
I just tied her up see I ain't like you
我只是绑住她 我不像你
Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more and then she'll die too
因为窒息而死会让她更痛苦
Well gotta go I'm almost at the bridge now
好了 该走了 我已经到桥上了
Oh sh*t I forgot how'm I supposed to send this sh*t out
噢 见鬼 我怎么才能把磁带寄出去呢
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why
我的茶凉了 为什么
I got out of bed at all
我的心情总是不好
The morning rain clouds up my window
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗
And I can't see at all
什么也看不到
And even if I could it'll all be gray
看见的都是灰色
But your picture on my wall
但在墙上却有你的照片
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒我 还不算坏
It's not so bad
还不算坏
Dear stan I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
亲爱的史丹利 我本打算尽快回信给你 但最近太忙了
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now how far along is she
你说你的女朋友怀孕了 多长时间了
Look I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
你能给你女儿起那个名字 我真的感到十分高兴
And here's an autograph for your brother
这里有给你弟弟的签名
I wrote it on the starter cap
我写在了信的开始
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show I musta missed you
很抱歉在演唱会上没能见到你 我肯定是错过了
Don't think I did that sh*t intentionally just to diss you
不要认为我写那些歌是故意让你难过的
But what's this sh*t you said about you like to cut your wrists too
可你说什么 你难道想削掉你的手腕吗
I say that sh*t just clowning dogg
我唱那些只是说着玩的
C'mon how f**ked up is you
嘿 你还好吗
You got some issues stan I think you need some counseling
你有些小问题 史丹利
To help your a** from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
我想你需要些建议来帮帮你了
And what's this sh*t about us meant to be together
你说我们将会在一起是什么意思
That type of sh*t'll make me not want us to meet each other
这种话让我不想和你见面
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
我想你和你的女友确实是相互需要的
Or maybe you just need to treat her better
而且你应该对她好一些
I hope you get to read this letter
希望你能读到这封信
I just hope it reaches you in time
但愿它能赶在你伤害自己前寄到
Before you hurt yourself I think that you'll be doing just fine
只要放松一些 我想你会好起来的
If you relax a little I'm glad I inspire you but stan
很高兴我可以激励你
Why are you so mad? try to understand
但你为何那样疯狂
That I do want you as a fan
我只要你做一个歌迷
I just don't want you to do some crazy sh*t
我不想再看到你说疯话了
I seen this one sh*t on the news
两周前的一个新闻
A couple weeks ago that made me sick
让我感到不安
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
一个家伙开车冲到了桥下
And had his girlfriend in the trunk
后备箱里是他
And she was pregnant with his kid
怀孕的女友
And in the car they found a tape
在车上还找到了一盒磁带
But they didn't say who it was to
可他们没说磁带是给谁的
Come to think about it his name was it was you
想想看 他的名字是  是你
Damn
该死的