No Fun

I don’t know what happened
我不知所谓何事
To the Old Town
在旧城里悄然发生
Like the shadow of my mother
像是我老去的母亲
In the background
一生退居幕后活于阴影
It’s not enough to know
无从得知其因
It’s not enough anymore
终是难以明晰
Every step that I took
我所迈出的步步人生
Was a bad one
从不曾顺遂心愿
With the shadow of my father
我在父亲的阴影下艰涩前行
Having no fun
不曾有所欢愉
It’s not enough to know
无从得知其因
It’s not enough anymore
终是难以明晰
It’s not enough to know
无从得知其因
What that caused
不知所起，不知所终
I don’t know how I’ll change
我不解如何委屈改变自己
What I can’t say
那些深埋内心的话语
With the shadow of my brother
在我兄弟的阴影下战栗
I was a mistake.
我的一生本就是错误
It’s not enough to know
无从得知其因
It’s not enough anymore
终是难以明晰
It’s not enough to know
无从得知其因
What that caused
我不知其所始
What that caused
我不知其所终