Empty

I can't handle these pressures
心力交瘁
All I can say is this stress hurts
身负重枷
Things are supposed to get better
一切本该渐入佳境
I just need to put myself first
而我只需顾及自己
I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart
我竭尽全力与苦难颉颃
This energy's killin' my vibes now
但它也让我日渐萎靡
Sometimes I just wanna to drown out
有时只想封闭自我
All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time
令人心烦意乱的琐事一同涌上心头
I wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die
我已疲惫不堪 痛苦能否偃旗息鼓 人生不易 我们终将逝去
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
现实本就残酷 用不着宽慰我
Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be
我不想搞砸 但事与愿违
I Wonder if I'm good enough
我是不是一无是处
But maybe I've had just too much
或许是我胡思乱想
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
酩酊大醉 吞云吐雾 滥用药物
I'm drowning up my sorrows
把悲伤沉溺
There's rules I'll never follow
桀骜不驯 我行我素
Pretend there's no tomorrow
假装明天即末日
I wish there was no tomorrow
世界毁灭 万物殆尽
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
我仍旧怅然若失
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
我厌倦生活却恐惧死亡
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
我空虚迷惘 如同行尸走肉
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
苟且余生因为不敢自我了结
Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty
抹去不堪回首的记忆 或许我能好受一点
I wish that **** wasn't so tempting
希望世事不再纷繁复杂
But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to mess me up
无法阻止自己弄糟一切
I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck
欲要挣脱 却困于原地
So all I can do is fill up my cup
斟满酒杯 一醉方休
And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts
独自静坐 闲人勿扰
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
现实本就残酷 用不着宽慰我
Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be
我不想搞砸 但事与愿违
I wonder if I'm good enough
我是不是一无是处
But maybe I've had just too much
或许是我胡思乱想
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
酩酊大醉 吞云吐雾 滥用药物
I'm drowning up my sorrows
把悲伤沉溺
There's rules I'll never follow
桀骜不驯 我行我素
Pretend there's no tomorrow
假装明天即末日
I wish there was no tomorrow
世界毁灭 万物殆尽
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
我仍旧怅然若失
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
我厌倦生活却恐惧死亡
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
我空虚迷惘 如同行尸走肉
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
苟且余生因为不敢自我了结
My body's shaking
颤颤巍巍
My head is aching
头痛欲裂
It feels like my heart is breaking
悲痛不已
My body's shaking
颤颤巍巍
My head is aching
头痛欲裂
I can't fix this mess I'm making
覆水难收 我自食其果
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
我仍旧怅然若失
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
我厌倦生活却恐惧死亡
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
我空虚迷惘 如同行尸走肉
And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
苟且余生因为不敢自我了结