Car Park

I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heart
停车场邂逅时 我怦怦的心跳引起了你的注意
When it woke you in the car park
你是否知道我对此充满悔意
And maybe I should tell you
也许我应该告诉你
That I've villainised my body for too long
我总是做违心的事 已经太久了
Would it help you find excuses to move on
是否能帮你找到继续前进的借口
Like I needed more excuses to be stronger
我需要更多的借口 以此变得坚强
I'm no mother
我不太会关怀身边的人
But I've done a lot
可我做了很多
To prove to those I love that they are good enough
向我所爱之人证明他们已经足够好了
I don't believe in luck so I am giving up
我不相信运气 因此我甘愿放弃
I hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start
我希望一开始能找到理由 让我对爱的恐惧烟消云散
It makes my sleeping harder
我辗转反侧 无法入睡
I don't know much about you
我对你知之甚少
So I'm trying not to doubt you but in time
我试着不去怀疑你 可终究没有做到
I know you'll let me down and that is fine
我知道你会让我心灰意冷 不过没关系
A feeling I can't shake it's getting stronger
无法摆脱的失望在我心底滋长 愈发强烈
I'm no mother
我不太会关怀身边的人
But I've done a lot
可我做了很多
To prove to those I love that they are good enough
向我所爱之人证明他们已经足够好了
I don't believe in luck
我不相信运气
I don't believe in much
我满腹疑虑
Leave it all to trust or start to give it up
要么心无旁骛地信任彼此 要么全然放弃